stupid me......
..but anywayz i gotta go later 
WantingI feel alone, Cold, distressed in this world, The misfit of my family, No one to care for me, No one for me to care for, My life is a wreak if only you knew, Life without love,Wanting
Is not so true, Life with out love, Thats all I want, Me, i want to be held tigfht when it is cold and mean, Blow kisses to eachother also, People dont know how lucky they are, To have something, I feel like i am begging to have someone true, So i will stop, And you can think this through.
Just Like YouI wish i was perfect, flawless, just like you, I wish i have something to live for, just like you, I wish i have a love, just like you do, I wish i have a perfect body, just like you do, I wish our mother worshiped me, like she's to you, I wish i was intelligent, just like you, I wish i was elegant, just like you....... ~But all i want to do is be me again....not youJust Like You
The MonsterIt's hiding in my closet, It wont go away, It's eyes are like fire, Please wont you stay, It's teeth are so sharp, Like razor blades, It says it will come, And take me away, One night it will come, And i will be gone, Forever and now,The Monster
I have to live somehow, Please stay, And keep it away, I need someone, Here by me, You need to be, Watch my closet, Don't blink an eye, Or it will have YOU, By IT'S side, Dont let it take you by surprise. Where ever i go, It always follows, It makes me so that i can't e
HimHe came to me like an angel falling from heaven, I would never have a chance to be with him, But once again I was wrong, We strolled around in the park, We laughed, played, and then looked into each others eyes, I never knew that I would be this lucky girl in his arms, Never knew that out of everyone he could have was me, I never knew what love really was,Him
Until now, when I look into his big hazel eyes, My heart stops with a sigh, My life is full again,
Now that I have him, He is my missing part, That was so far away, That I was in dis
CXXXIIA smothered destiny, dried out thoughts, hated memories from the past,CXXXII
YES I AM A FUCKING DISGRACE, a tool that man kind would rather not use,
past demons that come after me, frustrations that are conquering me, FOR SOME REASON YOU ALL THINK I HATE MY AGONY, the pain that is brought to me, the sickness IT REVIVED ME, I was dead, happiness within me and I was BLIND,
The demons are tearing APART AT VITAL ORGANS, but it brings me comfort within, the agonizing screams that come out of me, brings me enjoyment and lets me know that
She NeedsShe wanders alone, She has to appear fine. She can't let them see her cry. She desperately needs someone, Someone to understand and love her, Someone to care, The scars cut into her body are seen by all, but no concern is issued for her They'd prefer her gone, She'd prefer herself gone, too. She can't handle this life anymore, The pain, the looks, the loneliness. She has to get out. She has to be free of this lifeShe Needs
that only taunts and tortures her. Her last moments... She wrote a note to her mom, Because she was the only one who cared.
a single roseThe single rose in a garden of weeds, and the innocent wind that knocks against a solitary petal. As you dream, the thorns dig into your flesh, like a thousand blades of metal. A shift of wind and disaster beckons, death comes in frozen flakes, A little girl plays, and more destroyed flowers With every crown she makes. Rain; tears of the crescent moon,a single rose
fall and mix with pollen, drops slide from leaves and stem to mimic angels fallen
LXXXIpain that engulfs and entrapts me, i wish there was a key to end the misery, to open a door to a better life, one without misery, one where i don't question the purpous of a knife, you all judge me so frequently, look poorly down at me, you are the fucking optimist, the one who judges me because i'm depressed, you can't relate,LXXXI
you don't know how i feel, but you give me your input anyways, tell me to feel better, to get over it with a snap of my fingers, well i say FUCK YOU, fuck your doubting me, you don't know what it's like, i live a life
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Everybody whispers where birds fall dead
I smell the yellow sickness churning inside your head
Wiping flecks of foam, twisting with rabies
Bloody, we run through these fields of dead daisies
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ARRRGHH! I be the lonely pirate, I want your booty, so prepare to be boarded
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If Opposites attract, we must be the same
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-People too often love things and use people...when we should be using things and loving people... You were born an original...Don't die a copy...
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ARRRGHH! I be the lonely pirate, I want your booty, so prepare to be boarded
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If Opposites attract, we must be the same
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Beth
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Beth
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-People too often love things and use people...when we should be using things and loving people... You were born an original...Don't die a copy...
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Call me a girl. Call me a basketcase. Call me disturbed. Call me an overreactor. Call me whatever you want. Just don't call me crazy. Don't call me fake. I'm the most sane, real person I know.
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-People too often love things and use people...when we should be using things and loving people... You were born an original...Don't die a copy...
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